I feel like crap.

Not physically, but mentally and emotionally.

It just hit me like a ton of bricks early this afternoon. Feeling like a failure, that I disappoint so many people, that my best isn't good enough most the time. Misunderstood. Lonely. Frustrated.

Got a lot done today. The house needed a good cleaning and it got it. I put our living room back into its proper configuration (we changed stuff around for the SuperBowl), swept and mopped the rooms, sorted and put away laundry, did dishes, vacuumed. It looked spotless until the kids got up and now its all messed again, but at least the floors are clean underneath those toys.

We had a boring old tuna casserole for dinner, but it wasn't bad.

Think I'm going to head to bed early. Don't have much enthusiasm to stay up and watch my shows.